Why did you have to do this to me? You made promises and
memories were left abandoned. I am now haunted by the thing you did and am so
hurt. Why would you do this to me? Why did you choose to leave and not stay
here for me? Did you not consider how this would affect anyone but you? God you
should’ve thought this through. I now am left without you and am broken apart.
Did you not love me enough to stay around? You were there to support me and see
me preform. We bonded over show choir which now will haunt me every time I sing.
I break down crying with the last thought I have of you in your casket. I now
always wake up frightened at night imagining the pain you felt. I wonder what
you thought of. Did you think of me? Do you miss me? Was it really worth
loosing your whole family?
I want you back. I want you to love me and not let me go. I
want you to have thought this through and not walked away from the ones you
loved. You were swayed by someone who didn’t even care. You were used and
manipulated. You didn’t even get a chance to see me grow up. You don’t get to
see me get married and have my children. Kaleigh was only seven. You left
behind you children and grandkids. We all were here for you and were looking
forward to the future with you. Please tell me why you did it. It hurts me so
bad and I wish the pain would go away and you would come back. That I wouldn’t have
to deal with the pain anymore.
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